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Describe an armed robbery of a jewellery shop from the POV of the gun being used. [Basically, imagine you are the gun]

‘Bang,Bang’, the bullet came out of my mouth as i was pressed to let out of the bullet. The feeling is like a fishball stucked in your throat and someone trying to force it out.

The bullet fly up the ceiling and everyone was screaming and panicking. He was holding me so tightly and aiming at the manager. He hold me and put me right on the manager’s head and ordered him to put all the cash and jewellery in the bag if not his head would be blown off. I could feel that my owner was so afraid that he might be caught and started to tremble. He asked the manager to be quick. The rest of the people was squating down with their hands on the head.

As soon as the manager is done with the bag, he passed the bag back to the robber and as he gave the bag to the robber, he pushed the robber away and trying to catch hold him but to no avail. The robber used me and pull me off and shot the manager. The manager was covered with pools of blood as he lay on the floor. I blamed myself for pushing out the bullet. I felt so guilty as if I am the one killing the manager. Guilt was all over me. My mind was thinking that I have killed someone, I am the murderer. How I wish is that i could stop the bullet from coming out of my mouth. How i wish is that i would not be on that robber’s hand but instead on a police’s hand. I want to end this.

Soon enough, the police arrived. The police drew out their guns and pointed at the robber. The robber immediately held one hostage out and pointing me at the hostage. She was screaming but the robber told her to keep quiet before she is dead and now, he is using me again. I do not want to take away another life. I had had enough. Can this just stop now? The police followed him all the way and finally one of the policeman pulled off his trigger and shot at him. The bullet shot right through the robber’s head. He fell to the ground and blood from his head flowed profusely. I was dropped on the ground but still on his hands. I could still feel the pain when i was dropped. The pain was excruciating. The police ran forward and immediately dialled 995. I was put in a plastic bag. I was guilty once again. It seems that I was caught and now no one wants me. I was lonely, suffocating in the plastic bag. I could not breathe. How I hope is that i was on the police’s hand and that I was used for justice. I would not want to be used to commit crime. If only I was on the police’s hand, i would feel glorified as I have seek justice and did the right thing.I felt so ashamed of myself and guilty.

I was being kept as an evidence to the robbery. I was hide in the cupboard and darkness filled over me. I was scared. I want to see light again but to no avail.

Confessions of a Housekeeping Son

Finally, the whole house is spick and span. All the dust has been cleared. The floor has been sweeped and mopped. Sweat trickled down my face and i could not stand it so I went to have a nice bath.

“I am going to have a good and nice rest”, I said to myself while i am bathing.

 I went to my room hurrily and lay down on my comfortable bed. I stared at the ceilings and suddenly, memories came across my mind. Tears started to roll down my cheeks. In my mind, it was my late mother. How she took care of me, doing all the housework and never complain about anything. Now, I have to do all the housework like how she does and I felt that I was like a maid.

 My first time doing the housework was a horrible one. It takes sometime for me to adapt. After a few weeks, i still could not adapt. Those dirty dishes in the sink, the messy bed, stinky and dirty laundry, the dusty floor gives me a big headache. Those chores, I have to do it everyday really dreads me. If only my mother was still around, I would not be suffering now and would be leading a enjoyable life. I does the housework for the whole day and yet it was still half done. I do not have the time to do my homework and I have no choice but to lie to my teachers. The guilt in me is torturing me. I cannot stand it anymore. I feel like giving up on everything. How would I be able to live on? During the night, my father would come home and nagged at me. I felt that my life is meaningless right now. 

Every night i cried. My heart sank. It was really hard to maintain the house. It was tiring. It could take half of my life away. I looked at my hands, it was rough. I hated my hand. It looked so ugly. There was some time where silly thinking came across my mind which is committing suicide. I just feel like killing myself and end all the pain and sufferings. Whenever i wake up, i feel tired as the cycle continues. I got no time to go out with my friends. Thus, i got to face the four corners everyday. I could only get out of my house when there is a need to buy food for myself. If not, i would need to stay at home and continue to do my everlasting chores. 

However, I should really thank God that I learnt something from doing all those chores. I have learnt that to have patience, discipline and be hardworking to do all those chores. Without all these qualities, I would not be able to complete it. My father earned enough money to feed me and meet our needs. Although it is just my father and I living together, it is really tough on both of us. 

Then, on one very night, I went to my father’s room to look for something. As i was searching for the thing, i saw a letter on his table. Out of my curiosity, i picked up the letter and i read it. It was for me. I read it. It was from my father! I was really surprised and glad. I cried all of a suddenly as my father would not write a letter to thank me and be grateful to me. I could not believe my own eyes. When my father came back from work, I ran to him and hugged him tightly. As he told me that he was really grateful about what I have done this few months and how glad that he had such a great son, I told him that I had a great father too.

That night was the most memorable for me. I went to my room, looked at the room and finally went to sleep. Then again, the cycle goes on and on…..   

She sat heart-broken on her bed.  

Her heart was sank with sorrow. She sat on her bed looking out at the window with pain and suffering on her face. She was looking out at the window with her bloodshot eyes thinking that life was pointless. Tears continued to roll down her cheeks. She could feel that her heart was being stabbed by a knife and it shattered all over like glass. Loneliness filled the whole room. She could not hold it anymore. Blood was shed. Blood dripped profusely. She tried to call the guy but to no avail. She promised that she would never wake up again. She ended her pain and there is no more news about her.

 Jake was angry at Diane’s accusations.

Fire were seen in his eyes. He clenched his fists and veins were revealing everywhere around his body. It was as though that it is going to burst anytime. He was really fuming mad. His face was so red as though his blood going to flow out from his head. Diane continued to accuse him of stealing and she did not think of the consequences. He was agitated and started to shake vigorously. It seems that he may blow off anytime. Like a lion, he may eat Diane up anytime.

Many people are being retrenched, demoted and experiencing failures in whatever they do. As such, some were depressed and some were not. Some would commit suicide and end their lives just like that. Failing can be good as well as bad and as we all know, it is faced when we do something in which we do not succeed or managed it well.Failure is the back of success, without failing we would not succeed. We will surely expect ourselves to experience failures in life as we are not born to be perfect. No one is perfect. When we fail, we will learn from the mistake and improve from there to make success possible. It is like a process of learning, moulding you into a better person if you handle it well. Failing is not everything of your life. It is just a process of learning. 

Firstly, failing would help us to pick ourselves up and strive harder and better. Take me as example, I gave up during the third or fourth month of the year. I gave up all my studies as I was failing my tests and could not understand the lesson and decided to sleep in class. Even if I stayed awake in class, i would talk to my friends or ignore what the teacher is talking about. I gave up easily and even my friends gave up hope on me.  However, two teachers approached me and talked me out. They told me not to give up, encourage me and motivate me. Finally, i told myself not to give up and started to pick myself up again. I have worked harder and the results I got in my mid year is better than my tests. Thus, we may fail now but it does not mean that we will fail forever.

Secondly, failing would let us grow up to be a better person. When we fail, we would know what has went wrong and learn from it. When we learn, we will grow. Some people may think that they learnt enough but in fact they have not. Our knowledge is increasing each and every day. Just like when we are still a young baby that is still learning how to walk. We fall down but we would learn how to stand up ourselves again but not because of one setback and give up like that. No matter how many setbacks we had before or now, we should not give up that easily and learn to stand up for it.

However, failing would cause some of the people to give up and never pick themselves up anymore. It seems that their lives is over just because of some setbacks.  When they fail, they see lives as meaningless and no point to stay on anymore. Thus, they would commit suicide or even suffered from depression which may also kills. For example, the manager got sacked due to not being able to complete his major project which he was assigned to. He went lunatic as this was his biggest setback. As a result, he did not thought of the consequences and committed suicide. Anything may happen to us but no matter what, we got to learn how to fight against our setbacks.

Failing may also change a person’s mindset of him/herself. When the person had failed, they would not want to try to do it again as they were afraid of failing again. Once they fail, they may think that they will fail again or forever. Thus, this gives them not to succeed anymore. Take me for a example again. Before i picked myself up, i was afraid that i might fail again or forever. That is why I would not want to try again. To avoid all this, I wasted my time sleeping. Thinking that sleeping can solve all the problems. But i was wrong. It has worsen everything then.

Therefore, we may fail sometimes but no matter what it is, we should not give up that easily. We should strive harder next time. Do not let failure to take control of our lives. Some people may give up easily and end their lives just like that but some would give themselves another chance to success. Think positive, be optimistic!

1. List 3 things you are looking forward to in 2009

-Meeting my new form class in 2009

-A good long holidays

-Wonderful Birthday

2. List 3 goals you wish to achieve in 2009

-Pass all my subjects in all test/exam

-Gold for SYF

-at least 4A’s in exams

3. List 3 goals you achieved in 2008

-Going into first class

-Having the subjects what I wanted

-Completing my holidays homework

4. List 3 wishes you have for EL lessons in 2009 (hint: it seems likely that I’m going to teach most of you next year – hmm, wonder if that is good news or bad)

- Less homework( That’s every student wishes!)

-More interesting lessons( If the teacher is creative…)

-Not too stress

The blog post is trying to tell the audience that teachers should have specially treatment and they could not do some of the things.The author thinks that the teacher is wrong wearing micro bikini in a contest, drinking in pub and having tattoo and piercing on her nose. The author said that what if the students saw the teacher going to pub and etc. The author said this as he do not want the students to learn from the teachers and the teachers should not even go such places.

There are some lines that teacher cannot cross. Being a teacher does not always have to be a role model 24/7 as teachers are also human. They should also have time to relax and chill. They could enter into any contest as it is their rights and people should not stop them. But if teachers going to a pub, it might affect the students by letting them wondering why would a teacher gone into a pub? Teachers should not have piercing and tattoo as the students would asked their parents why can a teacher have piercing and tattoo and they cannot have? They are our role models. I feel that teachers should have a proper relax and chill time at a proper place. Like going shopping and etc.

This 4th week task is difficult. Dating and abuse. What do you guys think? I feel that dating and abuse is really something that we should think. It may happen in our lives. If i date with a girl or even married about 10 years later, i would not want to abuse her because i am not a sicko. But there are people in the world that abuse their wife by beating them up. The reasons of them beating their wife up is that they lost their money, jobs and many more. But to me, no matter what happens to the guy, the guy have no rights to beat a female. If this happens, I think that the victim should go right to the police. I hope that these guys would sent to jail and get abused. Because they do not know what the feeling of being abused.

There are lots of news about dating violence. This kind of violence may led to death and if the victim never die, he or she would jumped down. But the victims are mostly female as men are more abusive.

Note: To the girls, do not always think that you have found your Mr Right. Always observe the guy and only if you know him well. If not, you will regret.

Have you eaten Mega Mac? In the picture or advertisement it shows that the burger is really big.

But in reality, is not really as big as it is in the advertisement. The burger is in Zoom in effect. But some burger maybe really big in advertisement and reality. For example, the famous star and the superstar. It is really big. Don’t believe me? Try it yourself!

 I was deeply disappointed in the mega mac. From the advertisement, i thought that it would be as huge as that but to my surprised, it was not that big and nice. I was desperate for mega mac and i tried it but it was really a waste of money. It is not worth the price. I hope Macdonald would do something about it.

US Elections have been quite a while and it ended somehow. Obama won the vote. I feel that Obama should get the post as he is really loyal and good to the country. But i think the ‘whites’ would kill Obama as he is a ’black’. Sooner or later, that will happen as the ‘whites’ and the ’blacks’ always have problem with each other as they are racist.

This is the picture that i took it from miss leanna’s blog that show racism.

I am a Facebook addict. If you don’t know what facebook is, it’s like friendster. you would need to create an account, edit your profile and add friends. I would logged in to Facebook almost everyday and spent time on it. I logged in to Facebook to play the games and check for any update by my friends. Facebook is really addictive for me. I just cannot seem to stop using it.

Facebook can kills your future if you are like the kind that cannot stop using it because you may not want to study and continue to do all kind of quiz in facebook and facebook also can use for chatting and you may be shock if your primary school friends added you.